em pleh

2002-08-08 [ 03:04 am ]
I'm watching Who's The Boss?; Danny Pintauro has been on screen for about two minutes now... Wow.

Who would win a fight between Danny Pintauro and David Faustino?

The reason I ask, is because I am not allowing myself to think about much more these days.

I've been doing a little bit of whining, lately, to certain people, about how there is nothing constant in my life. No spine, as it were. That works both as an image, and a metaphor.

I lost my relationship, I've lost a few friends, relegated others to memories. Within three or four weeks, I am quitting work, and moving to London to start at a new school, and I'm not really taking anything with me besides my worldy possessions.

I've come a long way, but I am not entirely sure it was the right way... You see, during school (also known as the "slow season"), I spent a lot of time sitting in a chair, and looking at things.

I used to create worlds with music... I used to travel roads that most people in school kept closed... the high, long one. Heh.

Bridge out, detour left.

I need some time to relax, and think... I used to have quite the shit-eating grin on my face, but that's kind of faded away. I've got sickly grey-silver circles around my eyes. I do idiotic things like burn myself with a Freezie.

I can understand religion in the way that it is comforting. Everybody NEEDS God (in some form). My personal "religion" is sparse like Tony Micelli's herb garden after those bad neighbours moved in.

I saw a shooting star as I was driving out of town tonight. And again I want to be up there... I want Tim Buckley to teach me to starsail.

photo by: kam2k