three lovers in three ways

2002-08-04 [ 10:54 pm ]
Here we go!

I think I am finally coming down, or floating up, or whatever I am having to do recover from this summer of strangeness and innovation.

This week is going to be interesting to say the least. A lot of things are happening; I am going to London again to look for lodging, I am having several dates and engagements with several wonderful people, and I have the first part of my vacation.

It's August, traditionally for me quite a volatile month, and I am not sure 2002 is going to be much different, post 9-11 world or no.

I love the weather... For the first time in a while, this week I have looked up to the sky and smiled... The clouds are gathering to astound me.

The stumidity seems to be dissipating, and taking my crankiness with it.

I was pouring myself (making love, rather) to a tonic & gin with my family tonight, and I had this sudden revelation that I HAD TO amend all of my sins of the past, before I moved away and started my new life in London.

I have to let Antoni know how much I really respect him. I have to let Joel know I think he is really talented. I have to let Natalie know I am not bitter (she knows).

I have to let my family know I like them. I have to let Kim know that everything is cool (as of now).

etc, etc. It goes on like this.

I have some more sinful sins, too, but they aren't proper to share here.

The funny thing is the way I am thinking is kind of changing, and I am feeling the urge to be quite transgressive, so we'll see how this goes.

Sorry I can't be more detailed. I don't want to share a whole lot of myself right now, because when Kim left, so did my comfort, my armour, so to speak. I am quite vulnerable right now, actually, even if my nipples aren't sensitive, and I am not retaining water.

But maybe after this week, I will have some fiery stories to tell.

Man. I feel really lame. Hella lame, really.

photo by: kam2k