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2002-07-05 [ 01:56 am ]
Some people might tell you that 'ignorance is bliss'. Those same people are afraid, I think, and like to shunt negativity into an unused corner of their beings, and upholster it with stainless fabric.

I have been sort of lazy in the past week or so. NyQuil has nothing to do with it, I don't think, though I have been taking it at night because of an annoyingly runny nose and dry throat. I actually think that basement dwelling is finally getting to me.

I am thankful that I don't spend many days here anymore, even though it means I am not getting any writing done. And it takes its toll... I am even struggling to write here.

I guess what I just need is some time to myself, with no harassments or commitments, but I know that is likely going to be impossible for quite some time.

"When there ain't enough of me to go around, I'd rather be left alone". Hmm, I'd kind of like to be Axl right now, with my millions, and my rehabbed body and soul, hiding in the Hollywood Hills, jamming with Moby and guys from Pearl Jam and nine inch nails...

Sigh... I apologize for this. My, er, everything feels quite dulled and slow. Must be too much Potter.

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