"so it goes..."

2002-04-28 [ 02:38 am ]
"a breath and a...oh reach the door"

I won't ever live in the traditional student house again. No more streaming porn or beer banners. No more Lord Of The Rings posters in a hotboxed, Led Zeppelin IV filled room. Not a single couch on a single porch.

Blech. I never liked the student stereotype. It's what makes me hate being a student. Which isn't to say I had any of those things in either non-parentally owned atmosphere I have been so lucky to dwell. But that's how you see me, isn't it? Tell the truth.

I hate Kraft Dinner, and have never been to any sort of "pub night".

But enough of this dross. More important things are happening. I am motivated, strangely enough, despite being unemployed, and living with my parents again.

Motivated for what? To be rid of those things I thought would curb my motivation. Get it? I'm not sure I do, yet.

I just want... want to be different. Less slackerish, more productive. And healthy. And interesting. Drink milk instead of gin. Do sit ups instead of nothing.

Over the years on this site, I have written some pretty lofty things. Things just like what I have written tonight. But this time... I mean it. This time... it's personal. Beeyotch!

Oh, and this has nothing to do with me lacking the essence of what it feels to be wholly human. Check the URL, I am no longer diaryland you Meaposian sausage packer.

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