smoke signal (alt: trite title)

2002-04-17 [ 11:57 pm ]
But I am not strong enough...

Cold turkey... what does that term mean? I can't do it whatever it is. I am enjoying this little research trip through my psyche, learning about cravings and temptation. It is interesting.

But I am going to have to wean myself, like a puppy learning to shit outside the house. I am ashamed to the point that I want to give myself an Andrew W.K. visage.

I am moving on to not buying, yet still smoking. Obviously, though, this cuts my smoking down about 80%. I think that is a good start, don't you?

Sigh... some of you don't understand what this is like... I envy you for not having to, yet I respond to your criticisms of my weaknesses by saying that you can put my effort in your pipe, and, umm, smoke it.

At least I will always have Pete. He can't smoke, cause it really burns him up. Hyeh:

Aye. Well said, my friend. You truly are the king of kings. Or all two dimensional, plywood kings, anyway.

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