down with the sadness

2002-03-14 [ 04:13 pm ]
I've got this blank sheet of paper in front me on this desk at all times... I keep a blue paint pen around, and whenever I get bored, or whatever, I doodle on it, like in one of those stupid "first-date" restaurants with the wall of microwaves in the kitchen, and Trooper paying over the radio...

This is my current one. The wine glass is actually sitting overtop of a frowny face, in a little bit of metaphorical subtlety lost in the image.

Further away on the page, I have written the word "apparitions!" for reasons which I think might frighten me (my memory is going, and often I wake up the next morning not entirely sure what happened or why, the night before).

"When I woke up from that sleep, I was happier than I've ever been"

On the edge I wrote "God is On Heroin", cause that's sometimes the impression I get from nature. At least at night, when things get a chance to be still and silent.

"Ask yourselves a question, any one but me..."

I keep on eating candy, and my insides are burning. I think it is time to go and make myself a real meal.

If anyone can name the song from which I reference in this entry, I will reward them with their own, personal "pimpHAT". It's true.

photo by: kam2k