again i go unnoticed

2002-01-15 [ 10:34 pm ]
I think about all the goals I make going into every new term, and about 99% drown in the river of time. But, I think, this is natural, right? Everybody has this happen to them?

I don't know. I always tell people that dreams can come true if you let them... I just have to work at letting them, and maybe I'll get happy, dagnabbit.

Here I was one night in September, likely eating peanut butter, looking for erotica, being depressed that this is what I was doing while my dreams remained buried like so many bones forgotten by senile dogs.

Here I was, and I glanced over to my television, which I always have on mute when I'm not watching, and here was the creepy Christian call-in guy waving forgiveness in my face.

I couldn't help but think of all of the second chances I have been given by time, but then I think they are running out.

And again I can't let my dreams go unnoticed. I am already past my sexual peak, but my mental one, hopefully, is still rising like so many barometers.

photo by: kam2k