through the haze

2002-01-09 [ 02:42 am ]
On the upside, I have my own space and stuff.

On the downside, I want to wish it all away, but it's already been done to myself, by myself.

It's too late to change now, my world's gonna Thelma & Louise itself into a chasm at this rate.

Tomorrow's another day of culturally forced, paid-for-by-life "learning", and tonight's another night for dick-stroking self-glorification, fitting-in-by-being-different "fun!"

There's much more than this.

---edit---

I ought to explain myself before y'all go calling your guidance counsellors... Sigh, I hate having to do this... I'm not angry, or in any danger... In fact, I am a little happy...

Just disillusioned, is all. I expected life to be a little different, and I am hurt that my certain expectations, have not come true.

Thought I might explain myself to those who don't talk to me... good night, fragile.

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