i'm still alive

2002-10-23 [ 04:35 am ]
So, I swear that when I clicked my 'pimphat admin' link, I got a face full of cobwebs. World wide cobwebs. Hyeh!

I just got sick of pulling an Eric with this section; it totally deserves to be updated more than twice a month. Which is not to say this is by any means going to be a GOOD update, or anything.

Quite the opposite, yo.

The above image is dated, and it is too late for my brand of quoteunquote humour. This humour is so last April, anyhow.

I have really lost a lot of my personal philosophies and mythologies. But one thing I have surmised lately is that I never try and assume anything, or expect anything from anyone, or anything.

When I moved here, I expected it to be a certain way. It hasn't exactly gone that way, and that hurt me. But it has gone in another positive way, I just have to reap the benefits of that positivity.

Get over the rest. Get over the past, dude.

Looking back, all is never as it seems. Some dude who looks like a molester (think Glad Garbage Man, or Green Giant) may be a loveable character. They may be a good candidate for friends, or for lovers.

Don't say that. Don't touch there.

All I know that there is a good world out there, if only I can live harmoniously with it like the good soul that I know I am.

And, boy, is pimpHAT basically a daily devotional, or what? How much quasi-self help have I offered in these pages? How much of it have I actually listened to myself?

These questiions, my friends, I will answer tomorrow, and the next day, over some toast with pumpkin butter, and some non alcoholic water.

photo by: y2kam