the end pt. one

2002-11-03 [ 03:19 am ]
I write this with a little bit of a heavy heart. That is because I am a sentimental person, you all ought to know that.

This will be the last update of 'pimpHAT' as we know it. After typing up this entry, I will be retiring this section which has been the flagship of my webfleet for well over a year now.

Going back and reading the archives is where my heart gets heavy. So much negativity, so much confusion, and a whole lot of crap written while drunk, stoned or out of my mind.

I'm not that kind of guy any more, at least I like to think so.

I won't apologize for it. Instead, I offer these lists.

Good things about me:

- I have interesting things to say.
- I have interesting things to do.
- I have boundless potential.
- I can make people happy, if I strive for it.
- I can make myself happy without hardly even trying.
- I have a pretty decent set of teeth.
- I love the world that I "know".

Good things about the world that I know:

- It is blue. It is green.
- It can smell quite lovely.
- It can take the power back. It can grow over the scars of humanity with blue/green.
- It posesses a spiritual energy that charges my soul like an ebonite rod in grade ten science.

The above photo was my attempt to recreate the cover to All Families Are Psychotic. However, it's a metaphor. I know you hate my metaphor pictures, but this one is blatant, and ought to hit you with a sledgehammer of subtlety.

It's been a nice release of my creative energies visually, emotionally and angstily. But it gets cleaner from here on in, I think. Less whiny. Still painful, but in that nice way that makes you roll your eyes, intead of slash your carotid.

If Plywood Pete lived on this new computer, he would say:

"Best. pimpHAT. Ever."

As it stands right now, he is orbiting in the closet on 'lonely spaceman' to a place that transcends a pile of coats, high above the mucky muck and expunged into computer heaven.

That's the last confusing thing you'll hear outta me. Stay tuned for v2.0.

photo by: kam2k